Ok last night we went out of town and spent time with my slave. We had dinner and then went to our room. It was very much a bdsm night. Mistress and slave in their true roles. It was sensual, honest and hot. We spent time kissing and holding each other, but he knows at any time I will put him in to his slave place.
While kissing I moved my hand to his chest and pinched his nipple when he least expected it. Then I kissed down his neck and down to his chest and bit his nipples sending him into total submission. Then I kissed him some more and had him get onto his kness while I placed the harshed clamps on him. I have never been this harsh with him, and while yet painful we have never been closer. I made him worship my feet while wearing the clamps. I kissed him and started pulling on the chain and looking into his eyes and when he least expected it I unclamped him.
For a while he thought I was a softie and was surprised that I have started to be so harsh. I opened up and explained how I have been afraid to give it my all knowing I may not ever be able to be able to be with him fully. But now things are different and he is free and I feel like I can give it my all. After explaining all this, I picked up the brand new whip he bought for us. You could smell the leather and feel the stiffness of it knowning it had never been used. I gave him ten lashes, striping his back and reminding him of his slave place. After I was done I kissed his back and lash marks, knowing that the other mistress never gave or showed him this much love.
We spent the rest of our time in embrace and kiss, knowing we have the best combination of bdsm and vanilla, and last night we grew closer and moved forward.
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
A long road
It has been a long while since I blogged, and for those of you who enjoy reading my blog I am sorry for being behind.
There has been a lot of new developments in my relationship that I write so fondly about. The first being that my slave, my love has left his wife. He is getting a divorce. While this is good news in the long run, it has been very difficult and trying on my patience; and if you know me at all you will know that it is not one of my strong suits. When things started moving along for us, things started falling apart for him at home. I hate that he is going through so much stress in his life, and yes my reasons are selfish. It meant that when all this drama first started happening, I did not get to spend the time with him that I would have liked. There were times I would get text messages saying "Don't call or text until I call you", When hours would pass with out me hearing from him, I would start to go stir crazy, wondering what was happening, wondering if everything was okay. That is the nurturing, mothering side of me coming out.
Finally this past week, I think things are finally settling down for him. He is no longer living with this hateful witch of a wife, he has removed his belongings from their home, and has gotten back to a normal work schedule...well sort of. I could not be more thankful for this, because I have missed him, and the time that we have spent together in the past weeks has been brief vanilla meetings, like having dinner; Not that those are bad, but our Mistress/slave relationship was falling by the wayside.
Last night we were able to talk on the phone, un-interrupted for over two hours, it was wonderful. We talked about little things, like how we both love pulpy orange juice, something I have not been able to buy in 6 years because someone in my house hates it with a passion. We talked about vanilla things, like how he says I'm not as liberal as I think I am. To which I laugh, and tell him he can spend the rest of his life trying to convince me I am not. We talked about serious things, we talked about BDSM things, like where we see our relationship going, as it is so unique because it is the best of both worlds, intertwined. He speaks of his devotion to me, and how he wants to sign a lifetime slave contract. I think it will be a beautiful moment for us when that happens.
We talked about how I want to grow as a Mistress, and be more dominant, more harsh when it is needed. How I need to think like a Mistress sometimes and not a girlfriend. And after our last few days of conversation, I finally feel like things are headed in the right direction. Like we are moving forward again.
For now this is all, I will blog again in a bit but I have a couple of online tests to take.
There has been a lot of new developments in my relationship that I write so fondly about. The first being that my slave, my love has left his wife. He is getting a divorce. While this is good news in the long run, it has been very difficult and trying on my patience; and if you know me at all you will know that it is not one of my strong suits. When things started moving along for us, things started falling apart for him at home. I hate that he is going through so much stress in his life, and yes my reasons are selfish. It meant that when all this drama first started happening, I did not get to spend the time with him that I would have liked. There were times I would get text messages saying "Don't call or text until I call you", When hours would pass with out me hearing from him, I would start to go stir crazy, wondering what was happening, wondering if everything was okay. That is the nurturing, mothering side of me coming out.
Finally this past week, I think things are finally settling down for him. He is no longer living with this hateful witch of a wife, he has removed his belongings from their home, and has gotten back to a normal work schedule...well sort of. I could not be more thankful for this, because I have missed him, and the time that we have spent together in the past weeks has been brief vanilla meetings, like having dinner; Not that those are bad, but our Mistress/slave relationship was falling by the wayside.
Last night we were able to talk on the phone, un-interrupted for over two hours, it was wonderful. We talked about little things, like how we both love pulpy orange juice, something I have not been able to buy in 6 years because someone in my house hates it with a passion. We talked about vanilla things, like how he says I'm not as liberal as I think I am. To which I laugh, and tell him he can spend the rest of his life trying to convince me I am not. We talked about serious things, we talked about BDSM things, like where we see our relationship going, as it is so unique because it is the best of both worlds, intertwined. He speaks of his devotion to me, and how he wants to sign a lifetime slave contract. I think it will be a beautiful moment for us when that happens.
We talked about how I want to grow as a Mistress, and be more dominant, more harsh when it is needed. How I need to think like a Mistress sometimes and not a girlfriend. And after our last few days of conversation, I finally feel like things are headed in the right direction. Like we are moving forward again.
For now this is all, I will blog again in a bit but I have a couple of online tests to take.
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