A long road

It has been a long while since I blogged, and for those of you who enjoy reading my blog I am sorry for being behind.

There has been a lot of new developments in my relationship that I write so fondly about. The first being that my slave, my love has left his wife. He is getting a divorce. While this is good news in the long run, it has been very difficult and trying on my patience; and if you know me at all you will know that it is not one of my strong suits. When things started moving along for us, things started falling apart for him at home. I hate that he is going through so much stress in his life, and yes my reasons are selfish. It meant that when all this drama first started happening, I did not get to spend the time with him that I would have liked. There were times I would get text messages saying "Don't call or text until I call you", When hours would pass with out me hearing from him, I would start to go stir crazy, wondering what was happening, wondering if everything was okay. That is the nurturing, mothering side of me coming out.

Finally this past week, I think things are finally settling down for him. He is no longer living with this hateful witch of a wife, he has removed his belongings from their home, and has gotten back to a normal work schedule...well sort of. I could not be more thankful for this, because I have missed him, and the time that we have spent together in the past weeks has been brief vanilla meetings, like having dinner; Not that those are bad, but our Mistress/slave relationship was falling by the wayside.

Last night we were able to talk on the phone, un-interrupted for over two hours, it was wonderful. We talked about little things, like how we both love pulpy orange juice, something I have not been able to buy in 6 years because someone in my house hates it with a passion. We talked about vanilla things, like how he says I'm not as liberal as I think I am. To which I laugh, and tell him he can spend the rest of his life trying to convince me I am not. We talked about serious things, we talked about BDSM things, like where we see our relationship going, as it is so unique because it is the best of both worlds, intertwined. He speaks of his devotion to me, and how he wants to sign a lifetime slave contract. I think it will be a beautiful moment for us when that happens.

We talked about how I want to grow as a Mistress, and be more dominant, more harsh when it is needed. How I need to think like a Mistress sometimes and not a girlfriend. And after our last few days of conversation, I finally feel like things are headed in the right direction. Like we are moving forward again.

For now this is all, I will blog again in a bit but I have a couple of online tests to take.