the last catch up blog, I swear!

Okay this should be the last blog that is past happenings. also *** warning*** this does contain some sexual information so if it bothers you stop reading.

Last night was another night of firsts for me. I am so used to jumping into bed with someone, and not doing so has been a learning experience for sure.

I was a bad girl and skipped class, so I could spend time with my slave. We met up at a hotel, and started the evening off with lots of kissing. I love kissing him, its like it sends sparks through my whole body. And then with out notice he grabbed my hair and flipped me over onto my stomach. It made my heart race with excitement. If you have never had a sensual spanking, you don't know what you are missing! It was so amazing, he knows just how to do it, and I swear every time he does it, he is able to spank a little harder and harder. Sometimes I want to stop him just because I can. I know with one snap of my fingers he would be at my feet, But I enjoy the spanking so much I can never bring myself to end it. When it was over you could feel the heat radiating from my ass. It's a wonderful feeling.

We have been taking things very slowly. For some the thought of being spanked like that is not slow. We are not having sex right now, he and I both know that once we do, there is no turning back. Especially for him, because he is NOT in an open relationship. But also he has some past issues he is trying to work through. And since my epiphany, I am really ok with not having sex. I think that is the first time I have ever said that, lol.

But then he got really uppity after spanking me, and grabbed my hair and told me to suck his dick. It turned me on, made my heart race with excitement. But he just wanted to see my reaction which was shock since we had just had a conversation about not being ready two nights before. It was kinda funny actually, my initial reaction. We laughed with each other until our pizza got delievered.

One a side note, I love pizza and I love college sports, football is my first favorite, then basketball. Well while we were eating he handed me the remote and I put it on espn to watch the Duke Clemson game while eating. I love that he thought it was totally hot that I picked that to watch, while eating pizza like a guy! And we ordered a great pizza with all the toppings minus the olives, something I can never do at home.

We laid in bed for awhile after eating just holding each other and kissing and talking about something he read off of facebook, which was my concert experiences. I know at least one person reading this has been to all those concerts with me...lol, but there were lots of laughs at the groups I have seen in concert. Then he broke out his iPod and the next thing I know, I was listening to Enigma.

That was the most erotic, most sensual non sex moment I have ever had in my life. He left me laying on the bed while listening to Enigma. All I could hear was the music while he worshiped my feet. The passion he had while doing that was amazing. Lets just say, it made me want to have sex very badly. Then he would climb ontop of me and kiss me like I have never been kissed before in my life. Then he would make his way back down to my feet while kissing my stomach on the way back down. Over and over this happend, had it gone on much longer I would have had an orgasm. TMI? lol I warned you didn't I! (You knew exactly what you were doing didn't you?) Then he commented that it would be great to get a spanking to the same music, and I agreed and took another spanking. I went home high, I swear. I didnt want to leave either. It left me craving his touch.

And because he was so good to me, I rewarded him, like any Mistress would reward their slave. I gave him a free pass for the rest of his time in that hotel room. He was allowed to please himself as often as he wanted.

I never knew not having sex could be so amazing. The bond that we are developing, the way we can have a night with multiple things going on, they way we both have grown comfortable around each other. I don't believe I have ever felt this with another person in my life.

Today he told me "We have more intensity in five seconds, than you have had in five years."
And you know what? He is right.